Monday, December 28, 2009

the story of cristobal (non-fiction fiction)



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There once was a girl named Cristobal, not to be confused with the glass object that Ursula uses to spy on people. He work in an apple factory that collected Mexicans that would collect apples for them. Her goal in life was to become a prince - but not just any princess. Cristobal wanted to become Prince. Purple rain. Rain down like sperm across a pornstar's voluptuous chest. This was the kind of princess that Cristobal wanted to be.

One morning, Cristobal woke up with a tiger uppercut and landed headfirst on the marble floor. As blood slowly pooled around his dying body, all she could think about was not being able to play Diablo 3.

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Ok so I don't really have much to write about today, so I figured I'd post some pictures up for you guys. I have about 60,000 pictures that I've collected over the past 5 years of browsing the internet. And yes, this is 110% non-sequitur, so just don't.









Okay so basically after I wrote this post, I seriously debated whether or not I should have published it. Based on what you're reading now, you can decipher the result. I had a wtf Monday, give me a break. Vanilla Salt. Definitely a salty one.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

embracing vicious lust (lady gaga live @ the nokia in los angeles)

"Image". One sole word drives the unreal spiral of success that has pushed an outrageously bold figure into stardom. Lady GaGa is her name. To be honest, I started out with very little interest in her "dance music" that involved poking faces and disco sticks. However, YouTube mysteriously recommended a Lady GaGa music video to me one day, and being the crazy motherfucker that I am, I clicked it.

What the fuck just happened?

Masquerade masks, dalmatians, leather, all drenched in an aura of sex. Count me in. Ever since then, I began following Lady GaGa as her singles rose to success. It wasn't so much the music that got to me, but her image as an expressionist - like a rebellious teen that said "fuck the real world" and actually came out on top.


My sister and I saw Lady GaGa at the Nokia Theater on the 21st. Slightly disappointed that Kid Cudie would not be starting her off, we entered the place after paying $25 self-parking. Fail. The show started off with Semi-Precious Weapons. Not exactly my cup of tea, but it was entertaining watching the dude prance around in tights while yelling almost incoherently into the mic about biting down on diamonds and sticky champagne. After that came the intermission, which lasted a drudging hour and a half. I had almost wondered if the show was even going to happen when the lights finally dimmed.

Just...wow.

Lovegame.

The stage was set up with a "box" that would splay all sorts of different graphics and textures over the dancers while the background flashed different videos and images. I'm not going to post anymore pictures from my shitty as iPhone camera cause they won't do her justice. I was in a trance the whole time, consistently blown away by her AMAZING outfits and intense visuals. And when she hit her piano solos, I melted. Mentioning how critics would scoff at her for just making "bland dance music", she makes it a point to show that she can fucking sing like a nightingale and play the piano like a goddess on a harp.

She would talk to the audience quite a bit, and I'm surprised about her personality. Half of her is a regular girl, the other half is this star she wants to be. GaGa thrashes out vulgarly and boldly, but still hints at how appalled she was to have risen to such blazing success so quickly. She represents all of the closet freaks and artists within ourselves. No, I'm not talking about painters and goths. I'm talking about you, and your fear of liking things that society would not deem "acceptable" or "cool". Fuck it all; do what you want.

Lady GaGa announces her new global hand gesture, the "little monster".

In all, it was a great experience. I wouldn't hesitate for half a second before purchasing a live DVD because her performance left me flabbergasted. Her outlandish style very closely coincides with how I think and how my personal artwork flows: chaotic but focused at the same time. Society has seen too much of the same shit happen. This is the reason for her success: the need for something new, something expressive, and something unafraid of itself. We're at a turning point in the world of art and entertainment, and Lady GaGa is just step one.

Nothing much to say. Xmas, New Years, then back on the grinder. Yucks.

Monday, December 14, 2009

final cut (kara no kyoukai 7 - a study in murder [part 2])



Although I was not fortunate enough to have caught this while it was still in theaters, I managed to snap a pic of this DVD poster while in Akihabara, Tokyo. The much anticipated wait for us overseas fans finally erupted over the past weekend as the final Kara no Kyoukai DVD hit the shelves in Japan. Two years of repeated excellence are coming to an end at last with the haunting and gratifying finale of, arguably, Kinoko Nasu and Type-Moons' best work to date.


While this may not be the most exciting installment of the seven part series, it offers very appropriate closure and delves into tying off the loose ends of several major themes that have run its course throughout the story. Finally, we see the reasons behind the complex mentality of Shiki, the unraveling of Souren's plans, and the ultimate cause and effects that led way for some of the most intriguingly discombobulated storytelling in the history of anything I've ever seen.

Kara no Kyoukai (The Garden of Sinners) -
A Study in Murder (Part 2)
(殺人考察(後)

SYNOPSIS
The story begins a month after the events of Oblivion Recorder. A series of gruesome murders in the back alleys of the city raises many eyebrows when eye-witnesses claim that a "person wearing a kimono" was seen at the events. Fueled by suspicion and worry, Mikiya Kokutou begins to track various leads that may unveil the true homicidal maniac, while still hoping that the recently missing Ryougi Shiki is not the culprit. Discussion with Aozaki Touko does not aid his conscience, as she talks of Shiki's lost alter ego and her need to fill that void of murderous intent. It then becomes Kokutou's task to save Shiki from destroying herself before time runs out.





REVIEW (spoilers!)
The key points of this final movie have nothing to do with Lio, the homicidal maniac, but rather Shiki's personalities and her relationship with Kokutou. Lio's role in this story was to disprove that Shiki's murderous intent was a blind one, since his homicidal habits were a result of Souren awakening his beastly origin, and not born from the pain and circumstances that Shiki endured. This is reinforced during Kokutou's conversation with Touko about the difference between murder (with intent) and slaughter (without intent). Shiki has been able to control the former all this time, while Lio's primal need for consumption demonstrates the latter. Moving on - the most important scene, to me, was the flashback when Shiki's alter ego chose to throw herself in front of the car. Two important notes on that scene: Souren's observation that Shiki should not be killed at such an early age (as he knew she carried the potential for something greater) and thus the spiral of contradictions that would ultimately lead to his own demise. The second is that Shiki's alternate ego, one who could not control the murderous intent, chose to sacrifice herself over killing Kokutou. The sacrifice was testament of Shiki's true desires to live a life of normalcy with Kokutou. Another very important theme that this movie touched upon was the idea of only being able to "kill one person in your lifetime". These were Shiki's grandfather's parting words right before he left the world - "We have but one chance in our lives to allow ourselves to die. They say it's your life, but that doesn't mean that it belongs to you. You can only kill someone once. Those who have killed someone once and used it up can never kill themselves, and never die as a human." Very deep words that carry a line of thinking I've never even thought of. In the final moment, when Shiki kills Lio out of revenge, she falls in the snow and wonders at how Kokutou wouldn't forgive her. Lucky for the both of them, a knife stab in the face isn't enough to kill Kokutou. While they embrace, Kokutou tell her that it's okay because he would be the one to "kill her" by bearing her sins in her place. This brings a roundabout back not only to the entire "killing one person" mantra, but the relationship between Kokutou and Shiki. The reason why Shiki was able to suppress the urge to kill and not fallen into the category of "homicidal maniac" is separated by the consciousness that loving Kokutou had given her.

As I've stated before, the movie itself was not the most impressive. In order to give fans their fill, the movie was lengthened to a full two hours, which I believe could have done without the extra half hour. A few things bugged me, namely: Mikiya still being a useless pussy (seems to be a running theme for main character guys in Japan), Shiki and him never kissing (reinforced), Mikiya having the hardest head ever, and much lost suspense by dragging out the film.


However, when I step back and look at the whole, it makes sense to do it this way. This final movie was a perfect, melancholic closure. The apex of the story was indeed during Paradox Spiral and the defeat of Araya Souren, but what is amazing is that his master plans and failed experiments are still in motion all this time and integral parts to completing the viewer's puzzle. The construction and storytelling of Kara no Kyoukai is what makes the series so intriguing, and the beautiful animation and effects that make it so breathtaking. Without a doubt one of the most amazing anime I've ever seen, Kara no Kyoukai will forever haunt my memories in all of its complex and horrifying beauty.

Thanks to everyone for my 21st birthday. Unfortunately, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. Maybe I'll bring myself to tell the "epic story" sometime in the future. In other news - got my Xbox360 only a year late. Grats me (thanks Genny!)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

feeling blackjack (21 at last)

I guess you could say everyone looks forward to their twenty-first birthday. But once you're there, you realize that all those "daring" things you've done in the past have just lost all of their thrill. I can sit down in a bar, order a glass of alcohol, and not break a sweat. Life's most primitive tribulations have now been solved.

I want to throw a thank you out there to everyone that showed up to my surprise party. I was literally stoked beyond words when I saw an entire table filled with my best buds. And it had to be at Carrows too. Epic. Hopefully I don't die this Thursday when I go to Vegas.

Where things in my life are heading

I am still in college, yes. It bores me to think that I'm going to have to return to that shithole for another year and a half of grinding. It scares me, because I feel like I've become overly lethargic over the past year. I know I can do so much more and that my capacity for great things is limitless, but when I look at what I've done, I'm really not impressed _at_all. They say that the best are naturally never satisfied with their work, even though their accomplishments are already considered amazing. For me, I feel like I'm lacking the latter portion of said statement. I have so many daring ideas to shatter the boundaries of conventional marketing and design - I have to get up off my ass and JUST DO IT.

At first I thought I'd be a fine artist. Then, I thought I'd be a graphic designer. Then, I thought I'd be an art director. Then, I thought I'd be a copywriter. Now, I think I won't be any of those. My path, which has strut itself in so many directions, has given me many opportunities to flex myself beyond my comfort zones and expand my arsenal of abilities. I really wonder what I will become, but I've decided to let the rivers of fate guide me along. I do know, however, that I will be spending the coming year completely revamping myself - cleaning up, branding myself, updating the wardrobe, and really pushing the envelope on my design projects. I'm looking forward to it.

And...I know this has nothing to do with anything I just said, but HOLYBUTTFUCK:



Things aren't as fast-paced as before, so I'm going to change the weekly quote and banner to a monthly thing. The truth is I just really like this banner rofl and am really lazy. ANYWAYS...
Things to look forward to...there are so many!
-Joa's HEADLONG Armored Berserk should arrive tomorrow or Wednesday!
-Kara no Kyoukai 7 DVD comes out in two days, which means we'll have hardsubs by the end of the week!
-Blazblue Continuum Shift is now at Arcade Infinity - time to practice up on Lambda-11.
-Two major MTG Legacy tournaments coming up towards the end of the month!
-Hopefully they'll announce the Rebuild of Evangelion 2.0 DVD release date sometime soon.
-Ditto for Diablo III. (Okay maybe not)